Everybody is always talking about how high school is the best time of their life and how that’s the time when they really find out who they are, and whatnot. I don’t agree with that. Well, right at this second, anyways. I guess I kinda have been finding out who I am, but high school isn’t the best time of my life.
When I was at CCS, I was sooo stressed and I was constantly worrying about grades to the point where I wasn’t enjoying anything in my life. I would wake up, go to school, work on home work, go to sleep. Wake up, go to school, work on home work, go to sleep… That was basically my life.
Now that I’m at EHS I don’t find myself worrying about grades, I find myself worrying about meeting people and having friends. Talking to people and making friends has NEVER been a problem in my life, but now its a HUGEEE one. I’ve always been around people I’ve known for along time and I’ve had no reason to be shy. I was always around people I knew… Never having to worry about meeting people.
But now, its the total opposite. I’m surrounded by hundreds, maybe even thousands, of people every single day and I maybe know six people out of all of them. At school, I’m sooo shy. I’m just there because I want to succeed in life, and at EHS I can do that, just without friends. At CCS, I was falling behind, but with friends. I honestly don’t know which one I like better… Passing with no friends OR failling with tons of friends? For now, I just have to think about that. =/
This is a blog I wrote on March 5.. I do have to say that most of this is true.. My life has changed since I've been attending EHS.. But really, I'm not worrying about not making friends.. I'm not really worrying about much.. And I love it. I have to say, high school is becoming MUCH more enjoyable. So.. This is what I'll say, don't worry about the past or the present OR the future.. Everything WILL work out for the glory of GOD.. You just have to have faith in that. I can pretty much tell you that when I wrote this blog, I WAS worrying; as I'm sure you can see, and worrying is a sin! I was, for sure, not thinking about God's plans, I was only worried about mine.
With that, I will leave y'all.
Don't worry, take it from someone who knows!
~Sarah Hope
This is exactally how am feelin' now that im at CHS. im realxed i really dont have to worry about much, it feels weird but its great!
ReplyDeleteBut i also worry about the little stuff that i shouldnt be worrin' about.
its all so crazyy :p