I've really been thinking of what to write about all day.. (while I've been sleeping? haha. I guess that works!) And really, I've decided to write about something that I ALWAYS think about.
Have any of you ever been hit with a huggggeeee wave of nostalgia? Because I know for a fact, I have.. I always think about the past and how BAD I wish I could just live in the past. Of course, that is never going to happen, and I've come to terms with it. Actually, let me TOTALLY rephrase all of that. I don't wanna live in the past.. I just want to be able to always remember the past. And so far, that's working for me.
Although, I miss everything that did go on in the past...
Every time I think of my childhood, these are the things I miss and remember...
When Aria and me played doctor, or college, or when we use to pretend like we were shopping when we went to the grocery store, and then on the way home we would pick out the cars we wanted and the house we wanted, along with all the kids we would have...
When Aria and me would get those sour spray candies from the store and we would pretend they were medicine.
I miss the times when I use to look at Matthew and think "why is he sooo cute?"
When I would play outside ALL day long because I had nothing to worry about, except having fun.
When daddy, Aria, and me would play orphanage.
The times when all Aria and me wanted to do was ride our bikes.
The times when school was super easy for me.
The times Courtney and me played like we were in an airplane.
The times when Aria and me would play barbies all day, or pollypockets, and brats.
The times when my mom and me would stay up til' 5 in the morning watching tv and eating HUGE bowls of icecream.
When I did get grounded, I would get grounded from going outside.
How Aria and me pretended the poles on our bunkbeds were our boyfriends.
When Courtney and me would always lock Aria out of my room so just the two of us could play.
I even think about the time when Aria kicked me and then bit herself and told on ME for biting her.
When Aria and me would play like we were teachers and we would scribble on paper thinking we could write in cursive.
How I use to know every word to every song that came on 95.5 the beat.
When I was an only child and I got all my mom's attention.
The times when Courtney and me would make up cheers and dances.
When I use to be so excited to go to Grammy and Papa's house.
How I was always such a happy kid.
When I was so happy to go fishing with my grandpa.
How I always wanted to do EVERYTHING my grandpa did.
That one time when Courtney, Julie, and me decided to cut my brat doll's hair and Grammy yelled at us.
When Courtney, Julie, David and me use to watching Bible Man and Courtney was scared of the Witch Of Lies.
When Courtney, Julie, David and me would play house and Courtney was always the mom, David was always the baby, and Julie and me were the slaves.
When I use to play airplane in Demama's house.
How Courtney and me would always dress up in Demama's clothes and wear her makeup.
That one time when there was a father- daughter dance and I was so excited to go with daddy.
That one time when Courtney and me painted the club house porch pink.
How I was so excited when it was Aria's weekend to come over.
How I use to always act like I hated Aria, but I really loved her and was glad she actually spent time with me.
I miss when my mom made every one of my birthday cakes.
How every single Thanksgiving daddy would say, "Hey! Did you know Thanksgiving is on a Thursday this year?"
When I use to pick Isaac up every time my parents went out to smoke.
When I was SO happy that I was getting a new baby brother and I told EVERYBODY I was getting one.
Honestly, I miss all of the good times I use to have, but really, I'm SO thankful that I got to have as much fun as I did when I was little. At times, I'm remorseful that I never told some people how much they meant to me, like my dad, but when I think about all of these memories, I know that they must of known how much I loved them.
Here are some pictures:
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| my mom and me |
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| my grandpa and me |
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| Courtney, Me, Aria |
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| Aria and me at our parent's wedding |
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| Aunt Shannon, Aria, me, Courtney, Aunt Jenny |
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| Aria and me. |
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| My mom, me, Isaac, daddy |
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| Courtney's party. |
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| Daddy, Isaac, Great Grandma, me, Papa, Grammy |
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| Family! |
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| Me and Isaac |
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| Amanda, Matthew, and Aria |
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| Aria and me at Julie's brats party. |
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| my brothers and me |
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| Matthew and me |
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| The four kids |
All the memories and events that happened when I was little made me to be who I am today, and I am SO thankful for that! So, everybody who I ever had a memory with, thank you. Y'all have made my life the best life ever.
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| Family picture, |
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