Sunday, September 26, 2010

It's Two A.M. Felling Like I Just Lost A Friend...

As many of you know, I am now a sophmore.. But as a freshmen, I faced a huge change.. My first semester, I was attending CCHS. At CCHS, I wasn't doing good at all-- I was failing awfully and I was terribly stressed out, so, without my knowing, my grandfather enrolled me in EHS... 
Those who know me, know that I had never been in a public school.. ever... but I had no choice in the matter. All I could do was face the problem head on. 
Really, the hardest part for me was leaving all of my friends. At CCHS, I knew every single person and I was basically friends with everyone. When I transfered to EHS, I had no friends. That's a very hard thing for me, simply because I'm a social person. I love being around people who love me and I love being a part of them.. but with me at EHS, it seemed; and still seems, that I'm not as much a part of my old friends ( I say that simply becuase I haven't seen half of them in months!) in any way. I was basically watching everything from a distance. Still, to this day, I miss all of my friends. There's not a day that doesn't go by that I don't think about something that Nina and me did, or remember that time when Katherine and me went to Emily's house. 
I never thought I could miss people as much as I miss people now. Its all the simple things I use to take for granted that I miss oh so much! 
I always thought that I would graduate form CCHS.. But obviously, God had different plans in mind.. I constantly remind myself that God is bigger than any problem I will ever face ( hahaha. I just thought of Veggie Tales when Jr. Asparugus sings that ' God is bigger than the boogie man...') and there is a plan and purpose behind EVERY little thing that happens. 
So, what I want to tell y'all today is that you should never take for granted what you have, and when hard changes come about, be strong AND courageous. Trust me, I know how hard it is for changes to take place, but something amazing may come from a change that takes place. 
I love everybody reading this!
~Sarah Hope

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