... And I'm afraid I won't get out alive, no. I won't sleep tongith.

The truth is, people view me not in a way I want to be viewed. 
I'm viewed as someone who isn't smart... Why? For many reasons. One being that people think I'm so in love with myself that I simply can't be smart. But those things are both wrong.. I may not be the smartest person out there, but I do have intelligence. I'm doing good in school, and I try my best! 
The other thing wrong with that is the fact that I am not in love with myself. I actually have a VERY low self-esteem. 
Personally, I think one reason people think I'm in love with myself is because I have so many shoes and I try to look nice everywhere I go. Trust me, just because I have tons of shoes doesn't mean I am in love with myself.. I just like shoes. Really, here's the truth.. One reason I love shoes more than clothes is because when I put a pair of shoes on, I don't feel uncomfortable the way I do when I try on clothes. 
When I try to find clothes, its hard to find things that fit... But when I put a pair of shoes on, they always fit... It just makes me feel comfortable. That may no make sense to you, but oh well..  Haha. 
You know what else? A lot of people think I'm very sure of myself.. Well, once again, here's the truth.. Sure, at church and around people I go to church with, I may be very talkative. But really, that's only because I feel extremely comfortable with y'all... I mean, I've grown up around each and every one of y'all. 
I must say, this blog was just a ton of thoughts thrown together. It didn't have a huge point to it, other than to simply share my feelings on things. 
So if you're reading this, thanks for reading my unorganized thoughts.. 
Also, if you're reading this, I apologize. Haha. 
I love y'all, 
~Sarah Hope